Sunday, February 8, 2009

~ 今天乖乖呆在家 ~

今天比较迟起床,嘻嘻~~早上醒来,冲凉,刷牙洗脸的。就坐在电脑前了,在写我的blog,因为前几天都没时间写呢!所以现在补回去。伯伯,伯母,都去了新家。家里只剩下我一个人。其实我也有东西做的,我要收拾我自己的东西,准备明天上课的东西,收衣服,等等。其实我现在还蛮爱睡的,也许太无聊了,哈哈哈~现在快到12.30pm了。明天是第一天上学哦~有点怕~怕自己不能适应上课的环境,怕和那些同学沟通不了。

其实,昨天我哭了,我收到小宝的信息。他完全不想再和我联络,完全不想再见到我,他删除我了,不管是在msn还是friendster,他都把我给删除了。我想这次他真得很认真的。你知道吗?你发给我的信息,内容,真的很伤我,也许这是一个因果报应。突然觉得,在我们之间再也看不见光芒,黑漆漆的,伸手不见五指。我知道,也慢慢领悟了,很多事情都不能再回头了, 只能往前看。不能在一起,也许对你,对我都有好处,我们之前也许就不应该勉强的在一起。其实,我很想对他说:“对不起,我真的没做过任何伤害你的事,也没背叛过你,也许你不会再信任我,也不想听任何的解释,但我希望,你会过得更好,我相信你是办得到的,而我也不会再干涉你的生活,不会再闯进你的世界,你的生活圈子里。对不起!”

7 comments:

  1. wat happen to both of u??can tell me???if u feel dun wan to let me noe is ok~i din force u must tell me... if u wan tell me...send to my email o friendster...
    (elainefoo_89@hotmail.com)
    Be tough gal^^

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  2. anything if need me just msn or email me la..by the way u now at a new environment n situation..starting a new life..don't think too much..although i know it is difficult for u to do it..but u have to just slowly 4get about it..add oil!!! ^^

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  3. CHA BOH... great to hear tat u hv a wonderful life in aus... miss u so much... keep in touch ya...
    take care in aus... let time heal it la tat kind of thgs la... treat it as a motivation... when u reach pg ask us out k... gambateh1!

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  4. i'm juyin tat ano ontop

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  5. 人生是一座巨大的迷宫。
    归零,也是崭新的起点!

    that's all what i want to say.
    im just suddenly thinking of this two sentences after read your blog.
    if you don't understand then nevermind.

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  6. foo,
    actually is nth ady.. i'm okay now... juz wanna study hard at here...if we still love each other... i believe that we will be together again... but i think the percentage is very very low... haha...

    yen peng,
    yalor... i agree with u... so i wan to start my new life at here...juz with my study... no bf ...juz best frens... hehe...mayb it's difficult for me... but i will try my best to settle down...

    ju yin,
    okay, i hope i will go bec penang soon... hehe ... miss u too...miss the time when we hang out together...dont worry ... we sure hv the chance to hang out again...dont change ur phone number... if not, i cant contact u...hehe...

    yee theng,
    mayb i understand... i am not sure... u mean our life juz like a circle... we start from the starting point... one day, we will reach to this starting point again... right? anyways, i will control myself not to think other things besides my studies...k...

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  7. 生存是个圆点。
    也即是原点。
    在圆点里,缘点始于原点。

    时间会证明一切。


    gambateh and take care!

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